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10 December 2009 @ 06:47 pm

Term tests are over and its termBREAK already. I'm dead, definitely dead. I don't look forward to taking back the results at all.. NOT AT ALL. Sigh I can't study. Even though I know I really cannot depend on my mood to study! I have to force myself which me utterly failed.

On a happier note, I'm going KL, MELAKA on Monday! Hhehehehehe with friends/school. Quite excited. To shopping of course. Kay lah factories should be quite fun too? Even though I'm not that interested histories of ther countries.

Sigh I wanna watch korean variety! Best.
Needa do ComN report by tmr 11pm.........................................

Gained alot of weight.. depressg..
Think I wil gain more in Melaka.
AHHHH NO!!! :(

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weird

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08 December 2009 @ 07:59 pm

FATS love me very much. My devoted lover, unable to dump THEM. Arghhhh.

WHAT THE FUCK I CAN'T STUDY. MY MIND MY HEART MY EVERYTHING IS BLANK BLANK AND NONNOOO THEY ARE REALLY BLANK. I REALLY HAVE NO MOOD NO URGE NO SENSE OF URGENCY. THE OLD SHUNING IS BACK.

THREE MORE TO GO :(((((((((

FML

Current Location: BED

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04 December 2009 @ 10:27 pm

Best idol band everrrrrrrrrrr. Watch SS501 SOS.
Fun& loving. Kind! Watching this variety makes my hair stands. Esp those wicked religions. So scary. Really pity those kids. Always living in fear and so sway, to have crazy parents who believes crazy stuffs. Tortured, childhood trauma, unable to live a normal life, haunted by crazy ppl.

Seriously detest and despise stepfathers/fathers who rapes their stepdaughters/daughters. Downright shameless and hateful. Fuckg disgusting and ....tsk yucks. They should be imprisoned for life and suffer then die and sufffer in hell. Forever manzx. So inhumane. Compared to gettg abused, being raped is the more horrifyg thing.
Gosh, I'm so scared of korean villages already.......

I feel so damn sad .. to see those pitiful children. Gettg abused, witnessing things they shouldn't have witnessed at young age. Causg them t feel stress and scared, insecure.. violence.. so heartbreakg.

Although I'm in Singapore and definitely wont have the ability to help them..
Deep down in my heart I really really really wish the best for them!!!
:( :(

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02 December 2009 @ 11:55 pm

can see?

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01 December 2009 @ 11:44 pm

Goooood evening!

Wth. Is that a middle finger? -.O

It's Raine's birthday today!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR RAINE! :D

Needa wait for them to upload the pictures.
Had a great time today, had swensens for dinner, cheesecake, ice cream, macarons?

Talked about driving just now. Sigh I think its not practical for me to drive a car. Will only add burden to my Dad. Can't buy a car for leisure leh.. its not a toy. So expensive to maintain a car! Sigh so what if I turn eighteen...

IM SO TIRED

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29 November 2009 @ 07:07 pm

Goody Sunday yo

pictures from hari raya haji friday
went out w bernise hehehehaaa special ehhh

my rubberbanded teeth. I hope tmr marks my last day. say ''yes'' to freedom of food!

well my day was not that very fruitful today haizxx. only did comN in e morning, followed by 3 eps? of you're beautiful
finally finished watchg and.. quite disappointed. It ended not-that-very-nice. Heard that there will be a season 2. Yeah from e part that lady return from Africa.

Dramas are fairytales to me LOL
Can life be so dramatic? I really wonder. This kinda love.. challenging, nice, strong yet heartbreakg
can't deny e fact that I'm a drama fanatic

ate so much today
gettg so much fatta
food is so hard to resist, good food, chocolatesssss

1219 is finally up in 4D!!!
consolation only
I'm confident it will come up to at least starters! LOL
I'm turning eighteeeeen :D

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guilty

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28 November 2009 @ 08:39 pm

Made my day a good one. Did my work today and I really like e feelg of engrossg myself in work. I feel so damn good.

Went t e hospital today. Left w 2 small rubberbands, in which I can talk more freely and actually eat sth! HAHA.
I ate toooo much today. Sighzx

2 slices of bread w peanut butter
Quite alot of chocolates
1 pack of mixed veg rice
Avocado juice
1 char siew bread
1 egg tart
1 glutinous rice w chicken
2 cups of tea

ALOT RIGHT. SIAOZXXZ.

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24 November 2009 @ 06:00 pm

Supposed to feel STRESSFUL.

Hello! Im so bored now. Cant do homework all the way. Damn it. Sigh so boring. So many things to do. Think I should remind myself in case I forget.

- PBPN tut
- PBPN graph ws
- FPQAP - find out e reason behind diff pH
- ADFS - find out non-fat and low-fat yogurt - mouthfeel
- COMN - Developed countries - women... calcium intake? Gosh, forgot.
- CAT - Dessert, find 3 more
- FPQAP test - MILK. Refer to paper

Nothing else? Enough to kill me. Still needa study more and more and moreeee.... term test coming, raine bday coming, rubberband-takeoff coming [YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!], malacca trip coming, my bday coming [YES DRIVING!!!], christmas coming, shopping coming money rolling in because NEW YEAR IS COMING!!! HAHAHHAHHAHAA

Kay crap no more bye

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23 November 2009 @ 11:01 pm

I needa start studying. Time to chiooooongggggggggggggg!!!

Thou Im not blessed with e best sister, however Im blessed w the best mother. Its enough.
Im slowly able to recognize true friends. I hope so. Hehehe.

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hopeful

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21 November 2009 @ 11:04 pm

I DONT HAVE A SISTER.
IM THE ELDEST.

FUCK.

YOURE NOTHING.

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enraged

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21 November 2009 @ 09:22 pm

Yoyoyo!

OMG I rushed like CRAZY today. Really crazy manzx. Wtf. In e end? BLACK is allowed! Angry leh!

My rush-like-crazy outfit. So girl ah. HAHA.

For e rest of e photos, esp in FB, I look totally like SHIT. Gosh Im so sad.

Congrats to my Aunt! Shes marrying off to scotland. Happy marriage to her! 8>

Cousins.

Went to meet Mich for awhile. HAHA Im super glad she stayed ard that area!!! <3
ARGH BLACK IS ALLOWED. Tsk. Byeeee.

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19 November 2009 @ 11:22 pm

I made so many mistakes. So so so many. Some are irreversible. Like, I think I chose the wrong course. I should have went to BCS. Cooking is way more fun. Food science? Sigh I really dont know. Im always thinkg.. after I guaduate, what am I gonna do? As always, no answer.

Anw, got my new spec today. Felt very normal.
Had my virgin foot reflex____ [idk how to spell haha] with Raine & Daphne. Its ticklish and painful. Erm the after effect was... not a lot. But not too bad. I wanna go thai massage next!!! According to Daphne, today felt like a holiday! Hahah I agree.
Dont know what to wear for Sat s wedding. NO BLACK. Argh wth. I GOT NOTHING TO WEAR. Dont feel like gg already lah. Wear this not nice wear that also not nice. Tsk irritating.

Im tired, tata

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moody

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18 November 2009 @ 09:00 pm

Yoyoyoyo!!!

As requested by Ms Raine Ong. Did this during catering prac!

Im gonna love cat prac.. cause e chef is nice, the teacher is nice.. oh yes.. finally theres a day I will look forward to! Even though I have to wear e damn hairnet I hate so mucheh. Omg my face looks so swollen after my hair tied up! Gosh, still not used to my fatter face. LOL.

Almost slipped ytd...... throw face.
I thought PBPN quiz was tmr! DAMN IT DAMN IT DAMN IT. Gonna fail. So sad. URGH.
Needa go buy another top! Think I spent too much money recently? Argh whatever lah, shall use my own money. tsk.
Cut opened a unripe avocado! How?
I NEED $$$$$$$$$$$$.
Dont feel like gg malacca. Sian. Nvm, Mp is my roomate. HAHA.
Theres still ice-cream in my firdge, bought it on Sat. Oh its a miracle. This proves tt my sis dont like these flavours. I shall get only this kinda ice-cream in future!!! HAHHAA.
I wanna take out my rubberbands already lah............................ stable stable stable lehhhhhhhh.
I needa save $$$$$$$$$$.
One day spend $3? HEHE.
One week save $35? HAHA.
YES I WILL WORK ON IT. 8>

OKaye bye humanzsssss!
y.shuning.

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indescribable

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12 November 2009 @ 07:57 pm

My life is a bore. SO BORING. Cant find anything nice in my way of living right now! School ,work, eat, sleep, drink, walk, take bus. what else man? I have nothing I want now! No achievement this year. Oh dear 2009 is coming to an end ~~~

ComN test today and Im sure I will fail! Wth is it trying to ask? Although its not very hard but Im still lost. Absent for 2 weeks makes a big diff ya!!! But I will still do it anw if I have to choose agn....lol. Was like a mute during meeting tday.. whats wrong?! I feel extremely tired and listless... Im so sorry my groupmates... Not enough glucose maybe?
1 of e symptoms for menopause is irregular menses... urgh wtffffffff Im scaredddddd. I dont wanna be infertile!!! My menses is super irregular and always stop and come stop stop stop come. omgawdd... save me save me save me!!! Im still young [underage stillll] ya!!!!!!!

ADFS make up test tmr..... wth.... dont understand a single shit... needa do PBPN tut... Imma busywoman~

Cant wait to take out my rubberbands... kinda hate to talk with it on... but dont like to take off cause I feel insecure.... contradicting. This fuels my desire to put on even longer to make myself feel more secure.. on a happier note.. going shopping on Sat and also to the hospital and Maopei is gg w me yay!

Tmr wont be a long day...
- FPQAP [dont know do what but wont be long] yay
- PBPN revision [thanks Ms Verena, anw will have more work] boo
- ADFS make-up quiz [lecturer is forcg me to take, saying since Im back I should know already and engaging blah.. so might as well take, which is completely bullshit. prepared to fail a quiz which everybody thinks its easy] BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

byebebeh.

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moody

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11 November 2009 @ 05:39 pm

Three days already. No doubt Im very lost during lec/tut. So many things to complete. But I still think I made the right choice by gg back.If not everything will be compiled tgt. Two weeks work and I might die from exhaustion.

Im so tired everyday and my face is still a tad swollen, and my jaw aint stable making me still scared and I cant wait to take off e rubberbands [= jaw stable] . Really wanna eat solid food so much. Tday in school, all my friends ate fried rice and I ate PORRIDGE. Sian Im sick of porridge. Guess Im gonna skip lunch tmr.

Drank a cup of avocado juice. My face is like shitxzxx. Havin jap sweet potatoes for dinner. You have no idea how much I love them!

WORK WORK WORK

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exhausted

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06 November 2009 @ 05:04 pm

Gosh Im so addicted to this drama! Thanks to Kimberly... LOL

Although half of the storyline is kinda predictable, but still its nice! And Park Shin-hye is probably the only actress who keeps acting cute but dont have the I-really-feel-life-slaping- you!- effect! LOL
Shes the dream woman.

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Anw I watched mainly because of him! Jang Geun Seok.
His face is ART manzx!!! Love his manly voice.
The dream MAN. *!!!*

Changed my moisturiser. Still sucks. Wtf. Idc already! Aiyer! Surprisingly my Mum didnt scold me. Omgawd. She changed. LOL. My dream Mum. LOL.

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high

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05 November 2009 @ 12:02 pm

I should have listened to Mum. Cause I was set on getting e moisturizer, I didnt care if it wasnt e same! I just believed tt damn salesgirl that it was e same when Mum dont really think I should get it. I regret. I really think its somehow different. TSK. Hate tt shop. But only tt shop sells e brand I want in Hg? Mum is forever right.

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04 November 2009 @ 04:17 pm

YES FINALLY REMOVED THOSE RUBBERS. D. HAPPY!!! HHEHEE.

I can finally talk! I think I will forget my voice if banded another week.

Sigh Im tired. Think Im gonna do my hmwk lata~

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giggly

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03 November 2009 @ 12:22 pm

It wasn't supposed to be love
It was never supposed to be
I fooled myself many times before, but my heart keeps on calling you
Before i tried to run away
I tried to push a step away
But even then you were growing bigger inside me

I must love you this much
I must wait for you this much
No matter how much it hurts, my heart can't leave you
There must be one love
My heart won't change
The love I protected for you, now I can tell you everything

Your warm eye expression
Your warm love
You are growing bigger inside me

You must have loved me
You must have waited for me
No matter how much I made you hurt, your heart can't leave me

There must be one love
My heart won't change
The love I protected for you, now I can tell you everything
I love you

Sometimes love, or tears will cause problems for us
I love you, I love you I just need you next to me

I must still love you
I must be waiting for you
I could fool my mind, but not my heart

There must be one love
My heart won't change
The love I protected for you, now I can tell you everything
I love you

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01 November 2009 @ 10:26 am

Just 3 more days ...
Hate medicine... Booo

Food.. its so important. These 4 days made me realise that I shouldnt go on diet frequently.. FOOD IS SO IMPORTANT!

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